Why didn’t I die?
A guide for addicts and the people who love them
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Why I Wrote Why Didn’t I Die?
I wrote this book because I believe with everything in me that we are all capable of more — of healing, of becoming, of building the life we were meant to live. I wrote Why Didn’t I Die? to make a real difference in the world, to reach the kid who feels lost like I once did, to reach the person who needs a reason to believe in themselves again. This book is a piece of my heart, built from my own battles with addiction, my failures, my growth, and my relentless pursuit of becoming the best version of myself — and now, my mission is to help you do the same.
I promise you: if you invest two hours of your life into reading this book, you will walk away with more confidence, more motivation, more understanding — both of yourself and the complicated dynamics of addiction. Whether you're battling addiction or supporting someone who is, you'll gain real tools and real insight. But more importantly, you'll ignite a spark. Why Didn’t I Die? isn’t just about lighting that spark; it’s about helping you build the systems, the mindset, and the spiritual foundation needed to keep that fire alive. My dream is not just to inspire you — it’s to help you change your life, to take that small moment of motivation and turn it into a lifetime of growth, healing, and strength. This book was written for you, and I give you my full heart in every page.
What People Are Saying
But yeah, there’s a ton of wisdom in this book. I haven’t gone through drug addiction but there’s so much to take away from it. I feel like I’ve needed more direction lately and I’ve been avoiding so many things, so thanks for the reminders here to set a routine, connect spiritually, and put forth the effort that’s required to achieve my goals.
I legit enjoyed it. Awesome job
— Ben J.
The focus on mental wellness as well as physical is a game changer. Matt who owns the gym is the best kind of people and will help improve your overall mental and physical health in a unique and meaningful way.
— Ryan F.
I love the way that these classes are what you make of them , I don’t feel pressured to overwork myself each time and can go my own pace, but when I want to push my limits, the support is already there. So far all of my workouts have been really well balanced and enjoyable!
— Harry R.
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